damn. have been caught for using angelfire to post my pictures. nw they disable my account and all my pics became empty boxes with crosses. fuck them all.

bad mood todae.

damn sad.

hope i'll be better tml.

i juz wanna be with wilfred right nw..... i miss him so much.

the day haven't been going too well for me today... everything sucked. onli when i get to c him and we haf fun, i'll noe everything is fine. i miss him so much it made me so bad mood. i havent managed to talk much with him today. and that made me feel even worse. fuck GWW. why make me work on weekends. stripping off my precious time with wilfred. fuck them. i've been quiet for most of the day or rather throughout the day. cried and cried and dennis tot i had rashes on my face cos it's so red. i'm juz plain skin-sensitive dat i cry, i become v red. I CRIED. so? big deal. no one cared. wil wasn't there. i needed him the most but he had no time for me. he had his friends and soccer. i'm left alone to deal with my overwhelming emotions. it's so unbearable u noe? who can understand how it feels to be helpless? when you need someone there to reassure you that everything is fine and your paranoias are unneeded. i don't want to fall into depression ever again. it sucked. i want it out of my life. go away!

life doesn't suck. today sucked.